I am sooo very sorry you have found your way here under such horrible circumstances.

What you are going through is a horrible thing, sadly sometimes people just do not know what to say or how to act. I am sure your best friend isn't meaning to be stand offish at all, it must be very heartbreaking for her to watch you go through so much pain while her pregnancy is still traveling well. It will be hard to see it at this time, but she may even feel that seeing her will increase your sadness.

There are no suggestions on how to cope, grief is what it is. What I can honestly say is you will have good and bad days. You will want to avoid babies one minute and be fine with them the next. Just remember that you are not expected to just pick up and get over it and get on with life. You take as much time as you need, get help if you feel you want to talk to someone.

I promise you that the hard days get fewer and further between. There will be times when out of the blue you will just break down, but these too pass and get further between.

Sending you all my love and understanding, you will find this place wonderful to off load anything at any time.

Your angel Matilda Grace will forever be watching over you and remembered by many.

Nae x x x