Thank you to everyone who has been in touch. I appreciate all your kind words and support.

I am just having a bad day today and feel like writing is the only thing I can turn to. I started back at work this week (just for 2 days a week for a while to get back into the swing of things).It was really hard as I am in the financial industry and had to work with the public all day. The hardest thing for me was that it seemed like wherever I went there were crying babies and I couldn't handle it. I was an emotional wreck all day (which was embarrassing for me at work).

WILL THIS PAIN EVER GO AWAY? AM i EVER GOING TO FEEL NORMAL AGAIN? WILL THERE EVER BE A DAY WHEN I DON'T CRY?

This pain feels like more than I can bear. All I want is my little boy in my arms!

Sorry to go on - I am just really blue today.

Love to all