Been a bit absent but there is a whole heap going on at the moment and I am just keeping my head above water really.

Chilly has been suspended again. He goes back today but its not a great start. Last week he was in a fight nearly every day and then on monday he refused to follow a teachers directions and swore at him so they suspended him..... *headdesk* Poor DH is dealing with this drama.

We had an appt at the school for Princess on tuesday. They have moved her into a support unit class, which is great and I know its good for her, and I know its his job to explain it all to us, but I could have done without being told my DD was being put in a class for children with mild intellectual disabilities. I know one day soon we are going to have to face the facts on *something*.. just not sure what it is. And not really all that sure that either of us are ready to hear it.

Been trying to work out where it all went wrong. Where I stuffed up so many times. How I kept getting it wrong and then so very right for bunny. I realised today that Bunny was the only pregnancy where the HG was diagnosed and managed. Could this be because of the HG? I had it in the most extreme way when pg with princess. Lost a good 30-40 kgs. Is that possible? I can't seem to find ANY information on the outcomes for children when the mum had HG. Can find plenty of all the crap that can go wrong for me... figures.

If anyone knows, please let me know. =(