Don't worry Tali its all good.

Unlike you, I always saw something different about M than other kids her age that were my friends children. She's always been explosive and hard work so I always thought something was wrong. I tried to think that it was all normal, and I didn't live worrying about it. I just knew "something" wasn't right in the back of my mind. We explored different things like parenting courses, allergy testing, and sleep school, paediatric appointments.... etc etc etc. We got stuff out of all of it, but nothing that was "it". When I first read about Asperger's and Sensory Processing Disorder it was like a lightbulb for me, or a puzzle piece that just fit that question in the back of my head.

At hospital, she refused to look at, or talk to any Dr or nurse that came in the room. She screamed when they touched her. She also wouldn't eat the food at all.

I don't even want to go into what it was like to put a drip in her arm.... I actually have blocked it entirely from my mind. Maybe I was sick with worry... I can't remember, but all I know is that it was loud.