BLoody nora Christy hon all my prays will be for you guys until er here good news.

I refuse to do any boarding,menu's or postings for WIlhelm! I have always argued with the 'professionals' that we dont treat Wilhelm any different to our other children. They got really ****ed with me but I am with them. i know he doesnt need them cause he is very verbal so I cue him up verbally....I also dont follow a straight routine so he cant get to comfortable with it. He needs to know things change and that its healthy to be able to do what you want when you want...not when a list tell's you to. I get so annoyed that I have to 'reprogram' him to conform to 'societies' expectations of how we as humans should behave.......really urkes me big time! Iknow when he is wigging out...I dont need a piece of paper to tell me...I dont need a stupid teacher to look down at me or talk to me like an idiot cause I AM HIS MOTHER I know how his clock ticks!!!!

I do and did repeat myself 100 times a day...and no he didnt respond to my voice in the early years but I kept repeating myself until one day 5 months after starting it he looked at me and smiled...I had gotten through. He was 3 1/2 years old. God...you know it feels like so long ago now...it was a hard time in our lives......but we got through it and here we are still alive and farting

better go to bed......tomorrow is the mothers day stall at school and he cant wait to go and buy me something.....i am so going to cry sunday