hi sarah
your story is exactly mine expect ive just given birth to my second son3 weeks ago i totally understand me and jayden have such a strong bond i was worried bout not loving this new baby would i even want to hang out with him cause me and jayden were and still are a team the crazy thoughts i worried the whole pregancy cause i personally found it different first time round everything is just amazing second round time i didnt have time to notice every bit of my pregancy i had hard larbour last time which ended in ceasearn and i opted for it this time i was terrifed your right first time round you just want the pain to stop but second time round you have a build up of whats to come however with my story pretty much being the same i have to say it all falls in to place i never believed anyone so i guess its something you have to experience i had the ceasaren and i myself was amazaed i was walking round the next day and second time round you dont get as many visits lol so i had quite alot of bonding time with tyler and i love him so much now im home when tyler goes down i play with jay and spend time with him. doesnt leave much time for yourself my partner has been home last two weeks and heading back to work tommorow so as for coping with two i let ya know tommorow which i have to say im scared but im sure il cope ya just do
hope ive helped