I am also worried/scared of having a 2nd baby, yet at the same time would love one...
Apart from the fact that DP isnt so sure anyway... I havent even been talking to him lately about the fact that I want to TTC, as I am just not sure if I would cope with 2? Plus I think it has to be a decision that DP is keen on himself.

WRT having a second child... I'm petrified of going through all of the sleep deprivation again for a start.... plus Aidyn, DP and I are all settled into our own happy little routines now, I'm just scared of how well we all would cope. Although I know in reality we probably would cope ok, its just that things will not be 'easy' anymore, like they are atm with having just the one child.
Plus I understand how it is to wonder if you can ever love another child as much as the first, as that goes through my head too... I love Aidyn to pieces, and in my eyes he is absoulutely perfect and wonderful... and I wonder how I could feel the same about a second child... although I'm sure I probably could.
I do worry about how Aidyn would cope initially... but one of my main reasons for wanting another child is so Aidyn doesnt grow up as an only child, as I think he would benefit greatly from having a sibling in his life...