That actually brought tears to my eyes because I have been struggling with how my feelings have changed for DS. I still love him but my feelings are more of guilt that my time and attention have been taken away from him.
This is what I am worried about. I feel like DD will feel sad and pushed aside bc I won't have as much time for her. People keep telling me it will be fine and she will adjust and everything but I still feel sad. I can't believe how close we are and how much I love her, I never imagined it would be like this and now I don't want it to change!

I will PM you with the link to the full article aswell bc it has a happier ending