I get bits of it but not all.

When DH came back with DS1 to see me I did think ohh my baby is no longer a baby! When I first changed his nappy after being in hospital and only doing DS2 I was like wow his nappies are massive LOL.

The sleep deprived snapping at toddler yep that happens too.

But I still love DS1 as much if not more as its a new exciting journey watching him interact with DS2 and want to hold and kiss him. The feed together and DS1 forever patting and stroking DS2 while feeding