I'm her to cheer you on as well. The support from this forum got me through my rough experience. If you can get through the next few weeks it will be sooo worth it.

Give the manual pump a try. It is so much gentler on the nipples. In the hospital they used an electric pump on me (when i was engorged and crying0 and I found it just as painful as breastfeeding. The manual pump though was fabulous.