Hi girls,

Thanks so much for all your thoughts and support. I think I might have opened up a can of worms here. That was not my intention. I did not want this to be a BF vs FF thread.
As Jade said, I just wanted to hear experiences and have a vent. Hearing women having the same problems as me, made me realise I wasnt alone. I just needed someone to listen as well. The whole BF process was making me depressed, and switching to Formula for the last couple of days gave me the sleep I needed and more rational about my choices. I feel I'm bonding with bub a lot more now. (This is nothing to do with BF or FF per se, just me having more sleep and having DH or mum feeding him.)

I'm giving it one last go. I got some Motilium today, and just taken the first tablet. I'll see if my milk production goes up, and I'll try feeding bub with a nipple shield. I know what my options are now. At least when I decide, I know I've tried.

Thanks so much again for all your kind words, support and thoughts.
And sorry if feelings got hurt.. it wasnt meant to be a FF vs BF.

Going to get an hrs' sleep before bub gets up for his feed.