OH I love being stalked Kat....pmsl...it means im loved...rofl
I was debating wether or not to get my tubes redone and DH and my ob have talked me out of it. I dont think I can go back to getting them done again. I had so much pain and my flow an absoley pri@k
My Dh is scared of me having another c/s. We had a really good chat about it the other night and he said he cant get over how strong I seem to be afterwards when he knows how much it hurts me inside. I suppose we tend to put on different faces in our lives to not only mask our feelings around others but I suppose I know if I think about it to much, I'll end up a wreak. My parents bought me up to be positive minded and I know I really do try with everything that the man above has thrown at me but sometimes I wish I'd get a little break.
I fairly fine with this next c/s now, I know when I hit the 30 week smark there will be a little bit of wee in my knickers everytime I think about the birth and having to think about that taste of fear you get in theater just before they knock me out...ah to much thinking...