Macca 79 Bravo hun for being so brave. I'm proud of you for reaching out, and getting support. it will make a world of difference... I had to "reconnect" this time round because all my friends have big kids, not babies, and it was hard. It was wonderful to meet some new people, and new mums. And aston has some wonderful friends because of it, and so do I. The information you will gather will be great, and you will meet some new people, all feeling at sea just like you, and feel better for it. Look forward to hearing how you going darlin.