Big hugs for you Petal

I am in the same boat as you, so I know exactly how you feel. My every waking thought is about ttc, and as much as people tell you to stop stressing and thinking about it, its impossible.

As for advice, try and do other things you love, like shopping, seeing friends, gardening, knitting, go to the movies, so you can give your mind a break from it all, even if it is just for a couple of hours.

And when that doesnt work, jump online and talk to all the wonderful women on Belly Belly. Everyone is full of encourgement and support, and you will find others who are going through or have gone through the same thing. Just remember, you are not alone

And I know its hard, but just have faith. Faith that one day you will see a BFP, and will receive the most precious gift there is. When I go to bed at night, i say a quick prayer too just to make sure god hasnt forgotten me... and it helps me get things off my chest cos I can tell him things i dont tell anyone else.

So thats how i'm coping, for the time being anyway. Hope I was some help to you