Oh my gorgeous friend I am sending you a big hug.
There are times in your life where you need to be a little selfish we all do and I think now is one of those for you.
I also know you are not the only person who feels bad for having to make the decision to be a bit selfish and think of yourself and your feelings for once.
I am glad that dh called you back this time and you got to talk and if the only way you can say it is in writing then sometimes that is what you have to do.
I hope you work out this weekend so that everyone including you gets a little bit of what they want.
I here for you, you know how to get hold of me even if it's for me to listen to you cry and let it all out I don't mind one little but. You are not a crazy person or awful person you are a wonderful women dealing with an awful lot at the moment. Hug hug hug hug xoxoxo