So... can anyone else see a link between being lazy and disengaged?
Yep, but while most here are SAHM and wanting to get back out in the workforce, or find themselves an outlet from being at home all day, I'm completely oposite.

My job does not hold my interest anymore. I hate it. I could sit here all day and just glare at the computer screen in hopes that it would shatter and do absolutely no work at all, and on some days I have really only done the bare minimum. I know that this is seen as laziness by one co-worker in particular, but I don't care about that either

But I'm not lazy, I'm really freaking uninterested and I just do not care for or about my job anymore. I am totally and absolutely 100% disengaged. I am very much at a stage were I'm ready to be a mum and devote all my time and energy on caring for my child and looking after my DF. I want to be a house wife and I want my baby and I hate that it will be a total of 13 months of pregnancy for me to finally have what I want. I can't do anything else proactive other than sit here and wait for my bundle to cook.

Humph.

Baths, I love your brain. Thanks for letting me vent