Belinda, sorry to hear about you separating from your husband. Its good that you are putting yourself first for once it may be the confidence booster you need. I'm sure when Coby is older he will understand that it wasn't your decision to break the family up as you will be the one thats always there for him when he needs you.

As for my DF Michael I do love him, more than anything. I just get so hurt and angry that everything has to be the way that HE wants it. We have to have kids when he decides. He doesn't understand how badly I crave for a baby, a family. I burst out in tears when i hear someone I know is pregnant, its not because I'm jealous, i do want what they want, but its because I'm trying my hardest to wait yet it seems absolutely everyone around me is having babies and it feels so unfair. Michael sees me hurt every day about it but wont do anything about it. Maybe if he sees how hurt I am in person he will do something about it.