Well thats it - it's all over! What a strange day, i've been feeling really weird about the whole thing. First I went and got my measurements done...put on 0.1KG! No change to my arms +2cm in chest (woohoo, good bra!) , waist the same, -1cm hips, thighs the same. Down 6.5mm in my skinfold measurements so down to 12.5%

Then I went down to the Coast to do my photo. They made me do this silly pose and I look really uncomfortable in the photo I wish it had just been a front on but oh well...

Then I went down to give Brett my essay and measurements and stuff and he just took them and that was it - no "well done" "congratulations" or anything. He was busy but still I was so dissapointed. I left the office thinking "what now?" I felt really lost. It's like it's been this huge thing in my life that I have been working towards and now it's all over and the end was such a let down No slapping on the back, no woohoo we're done, just a "see ya". So I ran. I jumped on the treadmill and just ran and ran as fast as I oculd for about 15 minutes trying not to cry.

Then I saw Brett leaving so I called him over and told him I had a present form him )bottle of wine) and he just went "no, no you haven't" and walked off. So I told him i'd bought him a present to say thank you to be polite, as anyone would and he should accept it. He said "your presence is present enough, blah blah blah" so I just told him to wait there and gave it to him. He seemed a bit uncomfortable but I really thought everyone would be buying presents for their trainers He said we are going to go through everything on Tuesday and review it all which made me feel a little better.

Then I ran again for a bit longer then did my chinups. As I was leaving he called out and told me to go and have a Big Mac - I deserve it!

Then I took the kids out to a restaurant which was hectic and I had garlic bread, spring rolls and a steak sandwhich and chips lol! Yummo! Tonight I've got a friend coming around with a bottle of vodka woohoo!

Phew! I still feel a bit strange but I guess thats normal. I think i'm going to post about this in the other forum...I feel like I need to debrief.