My default position is that dd will be home with us (she will be 21 months old), but i have a couple of options if she is not liking it or needs a break. She has seen some you tube videos already (whilst i have been feeding and browsing), but i want to get some of the kiddie books too. i reckon she will just go with the flow, as long as i am not getting too upset.

i fell over once, and was a bit shocked and dd got upset cos of my reaction. DH is awesome with her though, so he can always distract if neccessary (until we can get back up).

i have a midwife appt this week, and my Mum will be there. Hoping she likes my midwife.