OMG....so much exciting stuff going on in here today!!!

Ash: Alexander is just tooo cute!! What a proud mamma you must be!

Only 21 days to go for me.....EEEKKK! I have been getting period type pains for about 4-5 days now....BH???? Getting less and less sleep and getting really irritable!

Been doing wedding planning like some of the other girls, and that is driving me NUTSO~ Our celebrant is $500!! Weddings are just so redicilously expensive. Our catering is going to cost 4 grand and that is without venue hire or anything like that. I quoted my flowers the other day and they priced me for a vase of Jasmine on each table $25!!!! I pretty much said "Get bent" and spoke to mum about it...we are going to source all the flowers ourselves. It will work out MUCH cheaper. I have $15,000 to spend but I only really want to spend 10! If other people can get married on $6,000 we can do something similar.....seriously I feel like it's a waste. I can't justify 15,000!!!!mmmmmm rant over....

How are you all today? I have been resting the last couple of days cause I just can't bring myself to do anything. Just getting so tired. Feels like I'm in my first tri again!