My DH said the same as you Keen we could of bought a brand new car for that plus some. But am happy to pay any amount if we can just have a bub..... It is just frustrating to pay out so much and have nothing to show for it. ( AS you all truly know)

I had to smile Anne, when you said you POAS. I actully did too, this morning. My AF is 6 weeks late. Not that I ever really have a cycle but after having 3 natural ones this year I thought maybe... And I have had sore BB plus cramps for over a week now. As my PG symtoms were very simular I though I better POAS just to make sure. And yes we got that BFN. No suprises really. But there is no harm in wishing is there! Hope your AF arrives soon, and that your next cycle is your lucky one!

Leis- I remember a conversation I had with a friend over 10 years ago. All I ever wanted was a husband and a baby, all she ever wanted was a career. I ended up with the career and she had the husband and kids. It does feel that the cards were indeed dealt wrong.

Tam- before my DH and I started TTC I had tried with 2 other partners( now that is another story!) So I well and truly feel like it wont happen naturally at. I think having a break would be alot easier if I just knew what time frame I was looking at. IYKWIM. I feel like I have had a long enough break as it is and just want to be back on the horse again. Still it is just that rollercoaster of emotions as some days it is ok and some days it is not.

Hope everyone else is having a good week !!!