FG - you're not the only one struggling with how to keep going - i've been feeling this as well. i have been going through some absolutely shocking guilt and blaming myself for everything cos we've put back, according to my FS, "absolutely perfect" embryo's, and my body still seems to be able to reject them - even the fighters that have tried so hard to take hold - somehow my body still finds a way to destroy them. no one can seem to understand how that feels (well, obviously those on BB going through it to, but no one IRL) - they see it as a failed cycle - not as anything more significant than that. i guess even the medico's see it like this. they just don't get the heartbreak when it doesnt work!!!

you're not doing anything wrong hun - it's just a really *****ty situation that we're all stuck in, and it's exacerbated by the self-imposed isolation, and the guilt and anxiety. we're here to support you through this

BG