Hi Farmgirl

As everyone says it does take longer for some then others to finally achieve their dreams but bet you feel like you are totally hitting your head against a brick wall right about now!
Im probably not much help but my nurse says that sometimes it just takes a little longer to find the right little treasure. Doesnt seem like much of a consolation but its certainly one way to look at it.
You are not doing anything wrong at all, it takes courage, hope and strength to embark on that awful IVF journey and you must have all of that to have come this far.
I absoloutely understand your feelings that it will never work for you, I certainly feel that way a lot more than I would like!
I too have wondered about the implantation issues and tried to discuss with my FS and he pretty much laughed me down. Needless to say I was not a happy girl! I felt it could be the only answer as everything was 'perfect' as I keep getting told.
I dont really have any answers but I hope this helps a little.
Hang in there darlin'. I dearly hope you get everything you dream of really soon