It's like you are reading my mind. We're in the same place.
I'm sorry that you are feeling like this as well - it is not a fun place to be and I dont wish this on anyone!

Making things worse for me is just the lack of understanding of what DH and I are going through. Emotionally, I'm feeling like we have suffered 3 MC - in less than 5 months! And yet we get no allowances/understanding from family or people at work (who know we are doing IVF) for what we are going through - this just increases the lonelyness of this journey.

I hope that things work out for you and your DW on the second cycle :goodluck2: