I know how u feel. We were TTC for 2 years. My SIL was with Dp's brother for 3 weeks and wamo! i felt sick.. angry.. upset. They spoke about it like it was just another day in their lives. I mean FFS. I did congradulate them, but it was eating me up inside. So many horrible thoughts went through my mind, like, i hoped they would misscarriage. I know thats sooo horrible to think, but i was really mess up about it. Once their DD was born, 3 months later they were pregnant again! It felt like they were shoving it right in my face. I was on fertility treatments by this stage, and i finally got my BFP. Her DS was born 6 weeks before my DD. And since, she has had another.. so thats 3, 2 and under.

Feel free to let it out here hunni. Its not good to keep it bottled up inside.

Im praying for u that one day you will have your forever baby. Hang in there xoxox