Mel, I'm sorry to hear that things aren't going so well. Even though things may not be as good as last time doesn't mean that there is no hope at all. I hope things improve in the next few days.

Sorry for a complete lack of personals, I'm just feeling very confused. I was wondering around in two different shopping centres today (don't ask!), and the number of newborns was just incredible. All I could think is that I want to be pregnant again so badly... The temptation is to call my clinic tomorrow and book an appointment to see the FS ASAP and get back in there. Remind me again why we are waiting? I also have a horrible feeling that my FS still won't believe I'm ready to go yet... I know it's a good idea to have all the tests done and make sure everything is ok, and I'm not even 4 weeks since the miscarriage... Frustrated, cranky and just aching to have my own baby at last.

BW