Good girl BG, I felt the same way when we lost my Pa, it was a very tramatic experience because I was with him when he passed, but I eventually got over my own grief and realised that this is what he wanted, he'd been so sick and suffering for so long and it must have been such a relief for him to be able to go and be in peace.

Since losing our baby, I've often felt like maybe he was up there looking after her for us.