sushee, i don't know a lot about your history, but you've obvioulsy done a lot of reasearch while going through your TTC journey - you're such a wealth of knowledge! and i know you are helping everyone here!

yeah, it's gonna be hard not having my nan around when things finally come together for us to have a family, but i know she's watching over us and taking care of our angels - and that gives me a lot more peace of mind.