BW - you need to take care of YOU just as much as you need to be responsible for your students. you have physically and emotionally been to hell and back the past few weeks with your reactions to meds and all of your bleeding - if a day or two off work to just be BW the person instead of BW the teacher is going to help you get into a better place physically and mentally, then i say CALL IN SICK. work out what you need to forward on tonight, and then take it easy for a day or two.

take care hun!