it's the worst kind of muddled up thought pattern, isn't it jo? you don't wantto give up hope that maybe your body will do what it's meant to, but at the same time you are pretty sure that it's not going to cooperate and you want to move forward instead of just WAITING! i can so sympathise with you Jo! fingers crossed that you get a BFP really soon

and i agree - DH's just don't get it, do they??