P.S. BW: WOOHOO! No pill is awesome! Hope the time before FSH is relaxing for you, nice and side-effect-free. Thanks for your thoughts on sanity too - as DF and I have told only two people that we're TTC/IVF, BB is so important to me now. Important means serious, but I will be really trying to keep it light as much as possible, for myself and for whatever I can do to support others here, and DF at home

hun, it's great to try and find ways to distract yourself and feel light and carefree, but don't ever feel guilty for having a bad day - no one here will judge you, and we're here to share your journey no matter the mood. we all have shockers, and we have self absorbed moments - and that's just as normal as having fun on here. so please, don't try to force yourself to express lightheartedness if you're not feeling it - we all understand how it is i promise!