Hi Terry,

Thanks for your advice. Its not a case of me just wanting DH home to be by my side. He has to have his sperm aspirated and they arent sure if they are going to be able to get any that is even usable. The dont want to freeze it, they want to use it fresh and he cant take anymore leave this year from work. I think its normal for everyone to go through this not just me. Dont get me wrong im sure the other woman who have been through 10 and 11 times are going through far worse than me, but it feels like ive been going through all this for nothing. Ive worked the last 11 days straight and feel lie utter crap atm.