welcome back Jane and Blossom Hope your return is short and sweet.....

Each cycle, more and more people leave us, and while (of course!) I am more than excited for everyone.... I am starting to feel a bit left behind.... I want to ask those long termers how do you do it.... but I know the answer is that you just keep putting one foot in front of the other, and keep going.... because you have to know that you have tried everything....
You made me cry because that is exactly how I feel. I am so happy for everyone here that gets there BFP because I know how hard each and every one of you have had to fight for it but every time I see a pregnant woman walk down the street or even walking past baby clothes in a shop I just want to cry. The only thing that stops me from giving up is that I don't want to look back and think "if only i had tried...." and although there are days that I completely breakdown and hate myself for this situation, as long as I am still able I still have a chance and that is the little piece of hope I need to keep me going