Hello fellow musketeers, with only 4 sleeps to go the waiting finally made me crack at work today.
Knowing you have to be patient when trying fertility treatment is logical, but logic is not helping me at all today.
I feel like I put on this brave face and tell the world that if I keep busy I will convince myself that I am ok.
In truth we all know that is a lie....
Anyway sorry for the feeling sorry for myself speech.

Paula, glad to hear that you are still stalking.... that AF hurry's up for you so you can get started...
Belinda, that must be a killer spending time on your own driving around with all your thoughts. I sit in front of a computer all day with and can log onto the net and read and read... it too does my head in
Polly, ....only 5 more sleeps for you to go!!
Cherie, hope your doing ok since AF. Is DH home yet?