Very sad news on here I too could never think of leaving my kids its so sad when some feel the only way out is to commit suicide, My uncle did it when he was only 43 and left his new grandson of only 4mnths old at the time, my cousin (his son ) never got over it and ended up killing himself driving his sports car too fast and full of alcohol at the age of 38 so sad, he left a 14yr old and a 12 yr old at the time so left his kids feeling like he had felt after his dad did himself in sometimes it goes on for a few generations !
Mildez sorry you know someone too how sad this world is at times !!!

4 days to go till my apt not sure how I feel about it now its nearly here, had a text to confirm I was going sat morning so had my chance to cancel and didn't !

Alice I hope you can find the strength to listen to your brother and his story sometime it may help you in the end ! I struggle everytime I speak to my son in the UK they are now 24wks pregnant and its so hard but for them I have to make the effort and hopefully they will do the same for me on of these days, don't feel bad about your diet I am the worlds worst ! for bad eating habbits ( fish and chips by the beach a few hours ago ! ) not really good when I need to loosed at least 15KG !!!!
We can't be perfect we need some nice treats in life !