Alice I don't think your a dud at all maybe you put too much blame on yourself give yourself a break woman your doing everything you can to improve your chances ! Have you ever considered donor eggs if they say yours are the problem ? I know mine are even older than yours but I still have hope and if they tell me mine are all gone or really bad then I would still consider donor eggs, DH and I started this journey of having kids 20yrs ago and used donor sperm as we were told his sperm was hardly anything and the mobility and morpholagy was so bad, we were very happy just to have a baby ! but as it turned out 3yrs after our son was born DH all of a sudden started to get me pregnant now I think apart from nature obviously making some change I think the fact it was no longer an issue with us and we were both relaxed we suddenly started to get it right !!!! Just a thought sorry if I offend !
Well 2days to go till my apt and I keep haveing really bad dreams about the DRs Laughing at me and telling me to get out there rooms and accept my baby days are over old women ! sometimes I hate my dreams !
I log on this morning to the internet to read of a 66yr old women giving birth in india to ivf triplets so hey she is 21yrs older than ME !!!! will remember to quote the story if I get any shi*
Matthews mum FX and my prayers are with you on the 19th you so deserve to get your BFP you been in here longer than me and I feel like I been in here forever !!! be calm my dear and think happy thoughts and be positive and say to yourself this is my baby and its gonna stick !!!
Ferrals how you doing I too could not give a monkeys this month have just got the AF due next week and thats that attitude not even gonna test on thurs morning whats the point it will be 1 line anyway ! I have also decided that if I get no good advice at my apt I will be calling it a day as in really trying and watching my cycle I will just Bdance when we want and thats that no contraception no desperate need to do on a certain day and no more shi**y herbs or maca !!!
Porshe know what you mean about the other thread ! went back to fine more BFPs to lucky people who been on there all of 10 mns !!! Don't worry your not alone !!! we still here with you !!!
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