Cherie, I totally understand where your coming from!! You feel like your heart keeps getting broken. You feel like there won't be any light at the end of the tunnel. Vent as much as you need. Get it all out of your system. I can assure you, my DH has had about enough of me today! I feel AF is coming so I'm setting myself up for failure and he just doesn't get it. I told him I just want you to be there but don't talk because when he tells me "relax, it's going to be ok"..I feel like hurting him! I keep telling him actions speak louder than words... I'll [-o< for you tonight!

Sheree, to be quite honest I don't know when they are coming anymore they are seriously all over the joint. AF came on the 11th of last month. Had transfer on the 1st of this month and getting tested on the 10th. I feel like they are going to come tonight! I'm just sick of this crap! I want GOOD news!! We all deserve some GOOD news soon!!

Sam, wishing you all the best for next week! Telling the bosses could be a good thing in giving your DH enough time of work to go with you to your appointments. And your right, I'm coming back as a boy in my next life!!

xxx