Hi all, I so have been awoiding this tread as trying so very hard to chill out during this TWW. But I have now officially put on my very large crazy pants. Like infinity my final BT is on monday so as impaitent as we all are I POAS today. Got a second line yeah, but still thinking it is the pregnyl from my last boost shot last monday. Oh who the hell am I kidding i am planning my maternity leave and that after that i will take my long service leave and all the great things i will do with DS now that I wont be working and I must go and enroll him in 3 year old kindy now that he wont need to go to day care anymore. See what I mean very large crazy pants, HUGE. Well off to have pizza for dinner will update you in the morning with POAS number 2.
Saph! I've been planning my Maternity Leave for three years now, and saved up all my Rec Leave to the point where I haven't had a proper holiday for ages! But...it sounds like you might just have reason to celebrate (I'm not helping the crazies, am I?) - good luck, hope it gets confirmed next week!
Yup, Tuesday ain't long now. Thanks to Juniper and Delly for your positive thoughts. Juniper we share the same test date OMG! I hope that we both have excellent news. And Mrs P on Monday. I'm feeling confident one minute, then convinced i'm not pregnant the next? Who knows? How you going? Juniper, how many did you transfer? What stage emb's ect? x
Thank you so much for welcoming me into your group.
I'm from South Africa, the most southern tip of Africa.
And yes, I'm wearing my crazy pants! I'm only 5dpiui today, and I seriously
don't know how I'm going to get through the next week+!! This is my fifth IUI, and the first one with injectables. I'm really stressed out this cycle!
I'm sure I'll get to know everyone soon, but for now I just want to say to everyone in the tww GOOD LUCK and
I haven't been on for awhile as my computer had come down with a virus...all fixed now and back to my threads..i was starting to get withdrawal symptoms......not having access to read whats happening with you guys is worse than the 2ww!
Sorry girls no personals, but i have to start reading and see where you all at!!
AFM - I have to wait till AF shows up around 2nd July to start my first cycle. My FS has put me on the Antagonist Cycle and we are doing ICSI with 2 embies transferred. Lets hope we get at least two beauties
Just wondering if anyone else has had any success with my protocol? I would love to hear from anyone who can lift my spirits......i am excited about IVF #1 but at the same time i am worried about not getting enough follicles and good eggs because of my age.
Meanwhile i did an OPK and i am ovulating so DH and I are going to do some serious BDing in the next few days and hopefully we will get our miracle...
Good luck to you all!!
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Me 40
right tube removed
DH 42
Good count low motility
TTC #1 for 2 years
1x natural ectopic 2007
IUI #1 18 April 2009
IUI #2 19 May 2009
IVF #1 July 2009
Infinity just wait its not over till the fat lady arrives, levels may still be a bit low. Tomorrow is our day. Have my fingers crossed for you.
AFM POAS #2 update, I cant make up my mind if it is still the same or if it is slightly lighter. Yesterdays has gotten darker because it is drying out. So I think it is the same as yesterday. Gees this makes you nuts.
Oh Infinity - Darling I so hope you are wrong I am so sorry.
Emerald Star - My last cycle was antagonist and while I did not get pg we got 3 great blasties and I am carrying the 2nd one now. I found it easier as synarel gives me a rotten headache.
Saph - best of luck honey fingers crossed for tomorrow - I have a good feeling!
Gogga - Honey honestly none of us know how we get through two weeks of craziness but we do with the hope of a bubba at the end.
AFM - well I have just been ironing for an hour and a half - how's that for procrastination?!?
Hugs
Delly
hey girls. am new to this place. as we are in our 2nd cycle thought it might be nice to let it all out this time, as i dont think i handled the bad news well last time and this might help.
we picked up a frozen blasty yesterday and will have bloods on 25th June. So, the wait begins. Cycle is pretty regular and i would be due on the 22nd, so i figure will probably have a little sign before the 25th anyway. Did last time.
last time had a hcg reading so it had started to work but then something went wrong. so of course i convinced myself it was something i did.....so, thinking positive thoughts this time and trying to do all the right things, no coffee, alcohol etc..........
will keep you posted.
good luck to the other girls.
Welcome JayeJaye - Sweetheart feel free to let it all hang out in here. May your blastie be bedding down for the next nine months hon.
All the best
Delly
Thanks Saph and Dellydoo - but I know it is definately BFN, AF only hasn't arrived as prog pessaries keep it away for me - as soon as I stop these its here within 24 hours. My AF was due yesterday, I've used a very sensitive POAS so there would be a line if I was UTD. I have no doubt.
Infinity hun - looks like we're in the same boat. POAS today and was BFN. Twice. So yeah, pretty damn sure I'm out too. Can't believe I got a +ve on Fri and Sat and now -ve.
I really got my hopes up too - had been so good throughout the 2ww and then those damn +ves, when I thought the pregnyl was out of my system (10/11 days prev), just gave me that glimmer of hope.
Am completely devastated today. Spent an hour sobbing on the couch. Trying to snap myself out of it. Just glad I don't have to go to work tomorrow and I can just get the BT done and know for sure.
I really hate this. I honestly don't know how many stim cycles I can put myself through.
Infinity, I'm so sorry for you. I've been thinking about you all day and hope you are doing okay.
JayeJaye - Welcome, and all the best for your TWW. I've had three ETs before my fourth yesterday, and the last one we had was a high prog reading, so something had started to happen before it failed. I was devastated - so close, and yet so far. It was that week that I joined BB, and have been so grateful for the support.
Mrs P, I'm sorry about your BFN. Pregnyl really screws with your mind, I'm sorry you've had to go through that.
AFM - Had a lovely day in the sunshine with my camera up at Montsalvat, and even managed to forget about yesterday's FET for a few moments. If only the rest of the TWW would be so relaxing. I know I've been feeling really positive about this FET, but I'm also really afraid that I'm TOO positive, and that if it's a BFN the come-down from that is going to be really tough. There's no winning with this thing.
Hey Juniper. I too had a 3dt of 2 embies, same day as you. Was yours fresh or frozen cycle? You might have already said? I'l have to look at your storey page. Mine was frozen. Wow, our little guys might have been thawing out together. Or waiting in a lab dish for us at the same time. Isn't that sweet? Tehe. Only two more sleeps. xoxo
This is the closest i have come as last time AF came well before test date. This time im on pregnyl for luteal phase suppot. 2 x inj's at 4 and 8 days post transfer. So not only can i not test, but i have nothing to compare this cycle to. AArg!!
To the girls who have just had negative tests, i'm so very sorry. Don't give up all hope though as my friend didn't test positive til day 18 after o. That was with a test that claimed to be very sensitive and test before a period was due, and she only got the lightest of light positives. Her doc confirmed with Blood Test. You just never know for sure? As torturous as it may be. xo
oh saph good luk chicky
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I'm only 5dpiui today, and I seriously
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