Good morning MC.

I’m glad you got some of your tension out and that your DH was there with you. Sometimes all we need is a good cry, huh? I love that the nurse busted you for wanting to poas! Ha! My DH has banned me too.

How do you feel about being told to relax by your nurse? I mean, it’s all well and good but if you’re like me, you have things to do! My DH keeps telling me to relax but I can’t – I’m better off doing stuff. Sometimes I turn it on though, just for the craic. Like last night when I stood up to get my tea and I was all “Oh, don’t you worry. You just sit there. The twobies and I will do it!” He was worried for a nano second before I started laughing. He said that if we get a +ve result on my BT next week, he’s going to do everything. How sweet. In theory, being treated like the Queen of Sheeba is great. Realistically, it will do my head in. I’m too independent.

How come you have to do another stim cycle before the FET? I don’t know about that stuff and I don’t have any snowbubs so am curious. And why do you have to wait till May? I thought you can do stim cycles with only a month off. What’s up with that?

I spent a bit of time last night wondering and worrying about baby stuff and where we’ll put everything. Then I realised, it may be all for nought. I’m not being –ve, just realistic. No point in worrying about stuff that may not happen. But it’s good to have a Plan B. So if I may make so bold, tell the Crinone side effects to bugger off, consider but don’t dwell on what you might have to do and keep on thinking happy thoughts. That’s what I’m doing today. It worked for me yesterday!

And here’s something to be smiling about: after this weekend, it will be less than a week until somebody sticks a needle in you! How exciting!

And finally, let’s not forget dear FGS who ought to be joining us tomorrow. You won’t have to listen to me blethering on like a fool!

Hope you’re having a good day today and that your cramps are easing up a little.

MF XX