Moonflower honey please don't panic.
The small amnt of blood on the pessary could be just a little scratch like FGS said. It could be a small amnt of spotting but all of this is normal.
I get cramping, as you know, all of the time, I can't begin to explain how strong and twingy they are, but I do also suffer from nasty AF pain every cycle.
Please understand that the excitement and stress of tomorrow can play games with you body, you need to try get some rest.
Darling don't be disheartened by this, you have come so far with such a positive outlook . Remember when we first met? Look how far you have come! You should be so so proud of yourself Moonflower, I'm proud of you X
Take it easy, I know easier said than done, but get some rest, big day tomorrow XXX
I will be here waiting for your news XXX
Ladies, you’re both as sweet as honey. Thanks for cheering me up. I did manage to get it together last night and prayed a whole lot for the peace and strength to get through this. And I know that everything you’re both saying is right. And it ain’t over till later this afternoon. I am still hopeful that I will have good news to share with you both.
I was doing great until the nurse (no fault of hers) said “How are you going? Any bleeding?” I said yes, last night and then she was offering condolences which was very nice of her but it made me tear up. Then she said “Did we get any frozen embryos?” And that made me cry! I could only shake my head. Poor nurse, she apologised and it took me a couple of minutes to regain my composure. She was very lovely and didn’t for one second treat me like just another woman who has lost her mind!
I told her I wanted to ring the clinic myself this afternoon as I won’t be able to take the call at work. But God is working on me and I am now feeling strong enough to just take the call when it comes. But of course, they won’t call because I told them not too! Ha!
But listen to me prattle on. It’s not all about me!
FGS, happy to hear you had a good day. Don’t you let me get you down. You are so lucky that you don’t have the cramps! I’m jealous and can only imagine MC is even more so! And it’s hilarious that your bbs are bigger but sore so there won’t be any fun for your poor DH – or you for that matter. Hee hee hee…. (we’re in the same boat!)
MC, hope you are doing well. I do remember when first we met. I was an angry, crazy, bitter old crone! I’m sure as hell not going to go back to being like that! From now on, I shall use my powers for good instead of evil! Thanks for what you said too. I am pretty pleased with how far I’ve come in such a short time. It helps when you have loads of good support.
Thank you both again. You’ve given me the boost I needed, once more. You’re wonderful! And my DH and I are still praying for you.
MF xx
Last edited by Moonflower; January 27th, 2010 at 08:07 AM.
Sweetheart I am so glad you are feeling better thismorning, I will be praying for you ALL day, fingers crossed you have some exciting news to share with us.
I will check back thisafternoon XXX
Hi ladies.....is it ok if I come and join your cozy little group??
Well I had an apparently beautiful looking 4 cell 2 day embryo transferred at midday. Got to see it on the screen which was pretty cool. But am I the only person who's FS doesn't use an ultrasound during transfer? This is my 3rd and I've never seen it when it gets squirted in? Because they decided at the last minute to do it today I didn't get to have my before acupuncture appointment but he did manage to squeeze me in for my after one.......HEAVEN. Am feeling pretty good now and just trying to forget about the HORRENDOUS week I have had so far and muster all the positive energy I can for my lone little emby.
MF - I am so for good news for you today. I have everything x'd for you!!
MC - Please don't give up yet, I know that our hearts have ways of trying to protect themselves but like everyone has been saying.....it's not over til it's over.
FGS - Hope you are keeping your sanity and staying positive. Big 's for you too.
Lots of & for all of us. Lets start 2010 off with a bang!
MOONFLOWER - How are you doing hun? did you call the FS?? I reaaaaally hope and pray that everything went smoothly and that you haven't posted because youre still elated from your BFP... Let us know when you're ready... either way, I know you're an amazing, strong woman... xxx
MURRAYCOD - How you doin? How are those cramps? Hopefully they've subsided... a few days til your BT too huh?
WELCOME BJ - congrats on your gorgeous little embie! My FS specifically said that the only reason they use the ultrasound is so *we* can see it.. the doctor doesn't use it at all... he goes by 'feel' - lol. It's cool to see... but it's more of an emotional thing - not like there's any fireworks or anything! Fx for you... You're only a couple of days behind me.
I kind of feel selfish for doing an "AFM" today... I am hanging out to hear from MF...
BJ81 sticky sticky glue vibes to you woohoo!!!!!
Oh I hope you have a nice relaxing and happy couple of weeks, take care honey, and ofcourse you can join in on the madness anticipation with us!!! More the merrier!!!
Yeah I have the same FS as FGS, he didn't look at the ultrasound, the screen was pointed around for me XXX
FGS, hopefully your little blasty has found a nice place to burry in for the long haul now !!! Such an exciting few days, I hope the rest goes nice and happy and quick for you.
My cramping still here honey XXX But it's all good my friend XX
Moonflower, I was stressing out because I logged on so late, I was scared I was going to miss some great news!!! But thank god I have not missed you yet (sigh), Geez I hope you are buisy celebrating, you deserve nothing but the best babe, you have been so so so strong. XXXXX
Hi there BJ81! So glad you're in the pen! I hope your stay here is relatively uneventful and easy going. I shall keep you and your embie in my prayers along with the other two lovely ladies. My FS didn't use ultrasound to put the embies back either.
FGS & MC, glad to see you are both doing well today. I want to thank you both again so very much for you well wishes, your prayers and making me feel better or have a laugh at exactly the right moment. I got my result today. All hope is lost. My grief is overwhelming. DH is worried to cry as he thinks he may not stop.
I'm going to keep on praying for you three and I hope you wonderful ladies don't mind, I'll pop back in intermitently over the next couple of weeks to check on you and see if I can be of any use. Not sure that I'll be any good for the next day or two though. But MC, I know you're up on Friday. I want good news to drag me out of my funk. (That's an instruction, not a request!)
Thanks again MC and FGS. You don't know how much your encouragement and support have meant to me over the past two weeks.
Love
MF xx
Last edited by Moonflower; January 27th, 2010 at 06:21 PM.
for good news for you today. I have everything x'd for you!!
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for all of us. Lets start 2010 off with a bang!
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