TBH, I don't know. I ride these waves of emotions day in day out - it could be that I am craving, wanting, needing to have another baby then the next day I am thinking of walking away from it all. Yesterday I was going through my DD old clothes, some were newborn/baby clothes & I just wanted to bawl my eyes out b/c I am keeping these clothes in the hope (?) that we will have another baby soon. Today, I don't feel like I need to cry - maybe b/c I was distracted, but I didn't feel anything. Tomorrow, well who knows what I'll feel - I'll probably be angry!

I'm sorry Joeve, I wish it were all different for you & your DH.