i didn't want it (the TTC journey) to end with my very painful losses.
this is the case for me too, i don't want those loses and the pain that goes along with them to be for nothing iykwim

i find at the end of each unsuccessful cycle (like today) i think thats it i can't do it anymore, the 2ww takes such a toll on me analysing everything but then after a few days i pick myself up and move on with the next cycle, i guess when i can longer go on with the next cycle thats the time to call it a day

to you, it is so hard