kirsty, I am so sorry to hear of your loss. I know nothing I can say will make it better, that is just doesn't make sense that it has happened, that it is just devastating- that is all it is.
I am sending you hugs. I have just experienced a loss many weeks earlier than you, but we never had a good prognosis. One bad scan, one more promising where we had a heartbeat but little growth, then m/c. I had only had that feeling of our little baby growing inside me for a few weeks and I already miss it, so I can imagine the emptiness and loss you feel right now. I hope your little Alex and my moonbeam are together, that they know that the mothers they chose loved them and wanted them to stay.
I can provide you will mutual sadness and shared experience right now, but not much else. I know that you will know how it feels when you have trouble making it through each day by yourself, without the strength to provide anyone else with support. So all I can say is take care, you are in my thoughts and let yourself be wherever you need to be right now, even if it is in a deep pool of sadness.
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