thanx for the support, today not really much better as it is 4wks ago today that the whole situation really occurred. Well it is the 2nd time that my waters had gone (I also experienced the same thing on 13th of March- only difference being an U/S showed that our baby still had fluid around it & my cervix was still closed) & the start of our rollercoaster. Each day does get slightly easier but at the moment it doesn't take much for the tears to start. I find myself rubbing my belly only to stop when I realise there is no point as our little angel is no longer there. Am really missing being pregnant (sore boobs, uncomfortable nites sleep & all!) & the feeling of our little man being in there, as I had just started to feel his kicks & movements. So that side of it is hard. Am still dreading the app. with the OB next Wed & what he might say. DH is being great but I am starting to feel a bit pressured to say that we'll jump back on the wagon & try for another baby already (think this may be coming not so much from him as from other guys that he has been talking to - you know the good old "have another one & she'll be right mate"). I know he is worried about ages as he is 37 & I am 30 but keep trying to tell him that another 6mths won't make that big a difference in the long run. Am really getting sick of people saying how lucky we are to have James, as if we have forgotten that. Just can't help feeling that they should understand that we should be lucky enough to have James & Alex healthy. But as some have been honest enough to say they don't really understand so don't really know what to say or how we feel. So my thinking is if you think you would say the wrong thing then don't say anything at all. But enough of that, DH just home from work so must go.

Tootie- if you read this hope all is still going well for you & you are going great!

Meg - hope things are looking up for you, keep strong & lots of cyber hugs :hugs: coming your way.

To everyone else hope life is good