Well done Becc. That is a huge step and one that is so good to get over. It is so hard doing things that you did when you were pregnant. I had so many of those times- "the last time I was doing this I was pregnant", it is just a reminder. It sounds like you have a really supportive workplace which is fantastic.

Sarah and Becc, both of your comments re not turning back time were so beautiful, I had a little cry- not that it takes me much at the moment to have a little cry! I do feel blessed to have had little souls come into our lives. I hope we all soon get the opportunity to really get to know the little souls that come to us next, for many years to come!

I had a referral for a 9 week old baby today. It was so heartbreaking. The final diagnosis hasn't occured, but it is looking like this baby has a progressive disease and won't last past 12 months. Knowing how heartbroken I feel about our losses, I just couldn't start to imagine what this mother would be feeling, I don't know how she was holding it together. There are some truly amazing people around. You girls are also so inspiring the way you are managing things. I think that is the great thing about BB. Just when you are feeling really crap, you see how someone is dealing with change or difficult times, and you feel inspired by others courage and strength.

Hope Monday goes well for you Becc, go girl!