Bec,

So when are you back at work again. Even though night shift must be a pain it must also be nice to have the 5-6 days off i saw you mention elsewhere.

I know exactly what you mean about keeping your feelings private. That is so me, unless people ask i wont say and even when they do ask i usually give the one line answer i told you about before (unless it is someone on here asking LOL). Losing your child is such a private pain that is made worse by the fact that people dont really understand unless they have been there.

I only said about the down time thing because you have made huge steps lately and it is still ok to feel sad....sometimes i dont even know why i say these things.....i know that you know all of this. Its just because i care and know how hard i am on myself sometimes and i just dont want you to do the same thing. I do cry at work if i feel i need to. The trouble is a few of the people are nosy.....kind of like the reading over your shoulder thing. Hope i am making some sense here?

Anyway, wishing you a relaxing couple of days at home and sending you lots of inkdust: too when you are ready for it.

Talk to you later

Sarah