ahhh feeling so much better after our weekend away and now we are on holidays, hooray!

Becc, sooooooo pleased that you have someone in your work who knows what you have been through. Even if she does have a child now, she sounds like she will be sensitive to how you are feeling. I have thoughts when I feel down and really don't want to see other pregnant women or people with babies, is that maybe they have had a journey that is much harder than me, and who is to say that someone who has had an easier journey to motherhood is any less deserving, because we often don't know people's stories. It is sometimes a little bit of a reality check for me when I feel a little hard done by, when you hear stories like that. Was Monday your first day back?

Sarah- hope you are well.