I dont know anything about you, except your post had me in tears. I have never lost a child, i have never miscarried, so i cant even say to you i know a little bit how you feel. I will always look at your name on BB now with amazement, respect, courage - you are an amazing person . If someone handed your life experiences to me i think i would turn away and crumble.
Thank you for writing this and letting us know a little bit about Eggbert........