I like that Odette, together we will get there! Hope you are pregnant naturally girly, wouldn't that be a lovely surprise. You so deserve it after all you have been through.

Mumstar - gosh please don't feel like you are taking over just because our losses are so fresh. You vent away, gosh I would hate that my af hadn't come back yet too! Hope you get to the bottom of it soon honey.

Megsmum - hi welcome back. Understandable you just want to chill out and spend time with your daughter, I too feel that way alot these days and yet I still find myself on here.....

Well everyone I went a Womens Wellness Clinic here the other day and had a papsmear. I have HPV and had to have another one 6 mths after my colposcopy to see if I still have low grade abnormalities. I have had then since Lachlan was born,appears I have had HPV for years but since having a baby my body wasn't making it so dormant anymore. So I am at high risk of cervical cancer now, but she ensured me that I have time and as long as I am monitored all is good. For it to go from low to high grade and can take a few years, so that gave me some reassurance. And she gave me reassurance that it wouldn't have caused my m/c. Feeling alot more confident about it all now. Only if this one comes back as abnormal again I have to have another colposcopy again and if I am pregnant then they will just wait until I have had bubs.

She also told me that the egg that split into two just recently there is no explanation for it, just a freak of nature! That is interesting hey. Twin pregnancies are high risk, but an egg that splits is even higher risk. Yes they are identical, but this type of scenario is where you can get siamese twins etc.... So no wonder the eggs had nothing in it, probably best off that my body knows when it aint on a good thing. Appears this scenario with nothing in the sacs is called a blighted ovum, I have heard that before but the gyno didn't say that to me.