Maz - Yes I was luckily enough to have held my son. My husband and I kept him with us in my hospital room for quite awhile. I checked him out from head to tow. he had ten fingers and ten toes, beautiful little lips that lookd just liek his daddy's, cute little feet that looked just a little too big for him, and even all of his boy parts. We were lucky becasue the nurses warned us that he may look deformed since we were not sure why we lost him. But my Anthony looked perfect, tiny, but perfect. We talked to him and told him what his life should have been like. I rocked him and sang him a lullby. I apologized for not keeping him safe. ANd yes I kissed him all over. I am still in shock. I go back on Jan 4 for more tests on me. I am so glad that I was able to meet my son. And I do hope he knows how much he is loved and missed.